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Post by Alex Knight on May 12, 2020 16:30:22 GMT
He watched her carefully, his eyes following her movements as she went and sat on her knees, he was about to say something but he could tell that what she was about to say was more important. He listened to her words and softly reached his hand out to rest on her cheek when it seemed like she was about to cry. He nodded slowly and took a breath in.
"I slept with my moms best friend...I was sixteen and was just starting to clean my life up.. She was always over helping my mom out and it just.. I dunno we kinda did. It was one time and it was awkward and probably messed me up in some way..My mom found out when I turned eighteen and her friend told her.. needless to say they aren't friends. I've only slept with one person and it meant nothing.. I want you to know that you'll mean everything." He spoke softly and nodded.
"Now..get off your knees and sit either with me or next to me.. we can move to the couch.. I just.. I dunno you on your knees like that makes me kinda feel weird.. You're a fucking Goddess people should be on their knees to you.. I want to do right by you.. I want to respect you.. We can take the physical stuff day by day.. I am ok with everything and anything.. I am ok tossing you on that couch and horrifying those cameras.. I am ok waiting until the resort.. I am ok waiting until our wedding.. I would be ok if you never wanted to. I just want you.. Literally only you." He said as he offered her hand to her.
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Post by Cleo Saintclair on May 12, 2020 17:38:46 GMT
Cleo leaned into his touch as his hand moved to her cheek. She listened to his story with a bit of heartache, but she was also grateful in a way. They both had their stories, imperfect and messy. She wasn’t sure she’d could handle being with someone who had never struggled with anything hard. And she knew that Alex had been through far more than she had too. Who was she to complain really?
She nodded at his words, asking her to get up. The only relationship she had been in had taught her that the man was the head of the relationship, the one who called the shots, who made the decisions. The idea of any sort of equality in a relationship was new to her, at least as far as her experience went. Yes, her parents were a good example but she hadn’t really put that together.
She swallowed and took his hand, standing and moving to the couch. She gently tugged him with her so they could sit together. “I’m sorry.” She finally managed to whisper.
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Post by Alex Knight on May 12, 2020 17:48:16 GMT
He smiled, a smile full of happiness and warmth as he slowly stood and moved over to the couch with her, sitting down and thinking for a moment. "Cleo.. why are you sorry? I know you have.. a past with a shitty ex.. I can't say I'll always understand because I've never been there.. but you know you're my partner right? I'm really happy with my life how it is.. I have a wonderful family, a few good friends, the most perfect girl in the world.. I'm happy." He chuckled as he rested his hand on her knee softly.
"So that ring on your finger.. Sweetie that right there is all the power in this relationship.. You hold it all.. My dad always told me that if I ever got married I'd understand that even though mom serves him dinner first, even though she cooks and cleans the house and raised the kids.. She was the one with the power... I get that now.." He mused as she chewed on his lip ring "Whats on your mind..I like to think I'm smart but I am an idiot through and through and I wanna be in that beautiful mind of yours."
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Post by Cleo Saintclair on May 12, 2020 19:03:52 GMT
Cleo looked down at the ring on her finger with a soft smile and used her thumb to gently spin the ring around and around while he so lovingly assured her.
“I don’t know. I’m sorry that I made things uncomfortable. I’m sorry that everyone else is out there having fun and I had to go and be a buzzkill.” She took a deep, shuddering breath. “I’m afraid that now I have you I’m going to do something to mess this all up.” She admitted, finally looking back up at him.
“But...I’m really happy to be here. With you.” She told him with a smile. She saw him chewing on his lip ring and actually found the action to be pretty hot. Her tongue subconsciously touched her bottom lip.
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Post by Alex Knight on May 12, 2020 21:15:15 GMT
"Cleo you are far from a buzzkill.. Relationships arent always sparks and magic and rainbows.. the honeymoon phase ends one day..For me I just dont wanna get wrapped up in it because I understand thats not how this is gonna be forever..Eventually like we're gonna fight over something.. Money, what we want to do in life, when we think kids is a good time, hell a kids name.. Small stuff but it'll happen...Hun I didn't ask you to marry me because I was gonna quit." He chuckled softly and leaned over, placing a kiss on the corner of her mouth and eyeing her.
"Oh I am very..very happy to be here with you.." He snaked a hand around to gently touch the back of her hair and he leaned in for a kiss, kissing her slowly and gently.
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Post by Cleo Saintclair on May 13, 2020 1:51:18 GMT
Cleo hummed pleasantly as he kissed her, completely melting into it. Her hands moved to his chest, her fingers gripping at his clothes without even thinking about it. She returned the kiss eagerly, as if it was the magical cure for all her fears.
She shifted her body then and moved to straddle him on the couch, doing her best to break the kiss as little as possible in the process. Her hand moved up the side of his neck, her fingers stroking his skin softly. Finally she pulled away just enough to be able to speak. "I won't quit either, Alex. I'll fight for this, for us. I promise." She told him, her lips ever so softly brushing against his as she spoke. "Also I like when you call me 'Hun', that's cute." She said, her lips curling up into a smile.
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Post by Alex Knight on May 13, 2020 1:56:34 GMT
He was pretty shocked to say the least at her sudden shift. He let one of his hands softly tangle into the back of her hair and the other rested on the top of her upper thigh, he kissed her like it was the last kiss they'd ever have, though he knew there was a lifetime of them in store.
He let out a noise that somewhere between a growl and moan as she straddled him, he was on fire and he was trying his best to restrain himself. When she pulled away he gave a small huff of disapproval but that was quickly replaced with a bright eyed smile. "I promise.. I will never go anywhere.. You're my Forever. He felt a shiver run down his spine as his face darkened. He was a guy afterall and he did sorta have urges, he shifted slightly, avoiding looking at her eyes. "Oh you are in for a world of cute pet names.. I like them and I refuse to not use em." He said, his words a little breathy and rushed.
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Post by Cleo Saintclair on May 13, 2020 2:03:28 GMT
Cleo felt her heart quicken within the passionate kiss they shared and she really did feel like maybe kissing him could cure her, because who wouldn't feel beautiful and sexy when a man responded like that to you. She had zero intention of this going far, not today at the very least, but she was enjoying it while it lasted.
"Forever." She repeated the word, her gaze softening lovingly. She grinned and chuckled softly when he talked about pet names. "Bring it on, baby." She said, wondering how much this would turn into a game between them.
Her gaze then traveled softly over Alex's face for a moment, just taking him all in. "You literally take my breath away, do you know that?" She finally said, her voice a breathless whisper.
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Post by Alex Knight on May 13, 2020 2:23:44 GMT
That mischievous smirk played on his lips as he raised an eyebrow at her. He placed a soft but firm squeeze on her upper thigh, looking her up and down as he tried to remain as calm and even as he could. "Bring it on sounds a lot like a challenge Kitten."[/b[ He let his voice deepen into almost a growling purr. He bit at his lipring again, thinking things over and leaning forward to give her neck a soft and gentle kiss roight on the base of her throat.
"You do a lot of things to me.. Things I thought was just movie stuff or romantic exaggerations..You're so perfect and beautiful and I totally got the best pick of the girls." He grinned bright, that seductive look leaving his face as he just beamed at her. His heart was pounding in his chest and he was as happy as ever.
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Post by Cleo Saintclair on May 13, 2020 2:34:24 GMT
Cleo's cheeks pinked up again as he squeezed her thigh and she wiggled a little unintentionally, oh she liked that. She hummed a soft sound as he kissed her throat, closing her eyes as her hands gripped his shirt again. She could get used to this, yep, more of this please.
As he spoke again she looked at him lovingly. Her fingers trailed along his jaw. "Gosh I love you." She told him. "Thank you for just...being you."
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Post by Alex Knight on May 13, 2020 3:01:50 GMT
He chuckled softly at the wiggle, oh he was very much so enjoying this one, he liked the wiggles, he wanted more of the wiggles. He grinned and trailed a few more kisses along her neck, he was beaming with joy, she was just so beautiful to him and he was intending to savor every second of her. He sighed softly, just enjoying her.
"Mmn.. there anything you wanna do.. because if we sit like this I do not promise to keep my hands to myself much longer" He chuckled softly. "I love you too.. So so much... Thank you for having me as me.. thank you for existing."
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Post by Cleo Saintclair on May 13, 2020 10:38:11 GMT
What was it about kisses on her neck that was so hotttt?! His words made her feel excited and warm, the idea that he couldn’t keep his hands off of her. It was actually surprisingly hard to want to move off of him, she liked behind there, but she did still have the state of mind to make wise decisions and this was not the time or the place that she wanted this to happen.
So she kissed his lips again with a smile at his words and moved lithely off of his lap and looked around the room, biting her lip thoughtfully. “I don’t know. What do you want to do?” She asked him with a soft smile.
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Post by Alex Knight on May 13, 2020 13:29:08 GMT
"Well theres a pool.. Theres a fireplace.. I could go rustle us up a blanket and we could sit infront of the fire.. Talk and cuddle" He offered as she got off his lap he would stand up. "You know how to get that thing started?" he asked as he jogged out of the room. The first bedroom he found there were totally people in there same with tge second. He managed to luckily not open tbe doors.
The third one he found a snagged a blanket from and came back to the main room. Setting the blanket down and moving to the kitchen. He found a bag of marshmallows and some kebab skewers. He came back with a sheepish grin. "Almost like that camping trip I promised." He chuckled.
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Post by Cleo Saintclair on May 13, 2020 14:05:37 GMT
"That sounds perfect." She said with a smile and as she watched him head out of the room she bit her lip, cocking her head slightly to the side as she checked him out. Yep, she was definitely a very, very lucky woman. It took her a second to refocus. Ah yes, starting the fire. She moved towards the fireplace and looked around curiously. It took her a second but she soon found what she needed. A simple switch, it was electric. That was convenient.
As he set down the blankets she moved to the couch and grabbed all the pillows from it and set them down on the blanket as well before sitting down herself. It wasn't particularly cold but the heat of the fire still felt nice and she put her palms out towards it. When he came back with the marshmallows she beamed happily. "Ah! Okay, that's amazing!"
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Post by Alex Knight on May 13, 2020 14:42:44 GMT
He smiled at her, she was so perfect and cute and just stunning. He moved over and set the marshmallows and skewers down. He moved to try to find the light switch, it took him a moment but he flicked off the lights and let the fireplace paint the room. He thought for a moment and ran to the kitchen, it took him a few minutes to find what he was looking for. Three large bars of chocolate, a bowl of popcorn, a bottle of champagne and two flutes for it. He grinned at her sheepishly as he sat down and looked at the champagne.
"I uh.. I just.. thought.. Maybe we could celebrate being together finally.. Ya know?" He felt his face heat up a little bit as he sat down, popping the bottle open and pouring both of them a glass. He was excited to be starting the rest of his life, especially with someone who was so amazing and who really seemed like she understood him. "Do you have a favorite movie?" He asked as he cocked his head.
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Post by Cleo Saintclair on May 13, 2020 15:42:44 GMT
Gosh he was so cute. She grinned as he brought over the rest of the supplies, enjoying the peaceful glow of the fire as the rest of the lights were turned off. She reached for a glass after he poured them. "Yes, I think that definitely deserves celebrating." She said as she reached out her glass to touch it to Alex's. "To our forever." She said in a short and simple toast, feeling much better than she had a few moments ago and taking a sip of the champagne.
"Thank you, by the way. For...settling me down." She said with a little sheepish grin, looking over to the fire to avoid his gaze for a moment. "I don't know anyone who doesn't just love the sound of a crackling fire...or the way you can get so lost watching the flames..." She said softly before he asked her about her favorite movie.
She looked back to him. "Oh gosh, that's too hard. I love movies. The movie theater is definitely one of my happy places." She said with a smile. "My favorite..." She strained to try to pick one. "Ugh, it really depends on my mood. I usually go for comedy over drama. Honestly I rarely go for drama but there are some good movies in that genre too. Romance if I'm in the mood, but I usually prefer a rom-com to a pure romance movie. I loooove a good heist movie. I actually like scary movies too but not as a go-to. Soooo..." She said with a little laugh. "For a very long answer to your simple question...I don't know." She chuckled.
"Most recently, I really loved Knives Out. It was SO great! I love Pride and Prejudice, the one with Keira Knightley. The Zombieland films are really fun. Game Night and Tag were both great..." She trailed off, she could go on and on. "Um, what about you?" She asked with a guilty little smile.
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Post by Alex Knight on May 13, 2020 15:59:44 GMT
He smiled happily at her, she was like a light in a pretty grey world. He raised his glass and softly tapped it to hers as he took a sip of his drink. He was certainly not a champagne guy but it felt like the right move, no one really toasted with whiskey now did they? "To us, to Forever.. To always being head over heels in love with you." He chuckled lightly She was just amazing.
"Hey, I get it.. It's been a rough day and nerves come up.. That's my job isnt it? Hold you up and help you shine." He spoke softly as he just stared at her, she was absolutely everything and he felt so lucky to be the guy that was with her in that moment. "It's nice.. Theres something really magical and romantic about fire honestly.. It's so beautiful but it can be so terrifying.." He said almost lost in his own head.
"I cant say I've seen any of those except maybe zombieland..Uhh.. Some of my top ones are From Within.. which you can totally be my Lindsay like.." He blushed and chuckled a little bit. Smooth Alex maybe not the best example. "Uhmm I like the Perks of being a Wallflower, The Resident Evil movies.. Oh! Limitless! I cant believe I forgot Limitless! I fucking love the movie and show!" He beamed happily at her as he absently grabbed a handful of popcorn and munched on it.. one piece at a time. "Ok so have you seen Limitless? Because I totally have a question involving it."
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Post by Cleo Saintclair on May 13, 2020 17:10:37 GMT
Cleo took another sip of the champagne and popped a piece of popcorn in her mouth before setting the glass aside. “Perks of being a wallflower has been on my ‘to watch’ list for ages but I’ve somehow never got around it.” She said.
She took her shoes off then before laying down on one of the couch pillows. Laying in her back, she propped one knee up and the other crossed over top as she started to bounce her toes. Her hand casually rested on her exposed belly from her cropped tank.
”Okay, so I have seen Limitless but it was such a long ago. I remember enjoying it but I couldn’t even tell you what the plot is about.” She explained with an apologetic pout. ”What was your question?”
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Post by Alex Knight on May 13, 2020 18:08:29 GMT
He looked at her and smiled, she was just so perfect and he was so lucky. He munched on his popcorn and followed her lead, he looked at her apologetically and took his boots off, standing and moving them away from them, he even kicked off his socks and rushed back over, laying down and grinning at her. "We can watch it together.. have a little movie night." He smiled happily as he looked her up and down. His eyes settled on her exposed stomach for a moment and his face flushed dark. That skin was just a fucking gateway to sin huh?
"Ok so would you take a pill that makes you essentially a genius and an enhanced person... buuut the side effects and withdrawal if you ever stop taking it could kill you?" He asked genuinely curious about it. "I would. I think I could do a lot of good even with the risks."
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Post by Cleo Saintclair on May 13, 2020 20:25:00 GMT
Cleo saw him flush and she smiled softly, biting her lip. Was it bad to like the feeling of having that kind of effect on someone? “Oh I’m always up for a movie date, Sugar Puss”. she said with a playful wink.
”Hmmmm... I need more details. Are there side effects while you’re taking it? And what kind of ‘enhanced’ are we talking about here?” she asked.
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