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Post by Parker Domino on May 13, 2020 22:21:05 GMT
"Don't be sorry, you don't have anything to be sorry for," Parker said softly as he put his arm around Shaan and held her close. "But also... please don't punch me?" He paused and looked at her for a moment. "And I'm really scared of hurting you. I mean I know you can probably take it and kick my ass but I'm still scared.
"You can touch me anywhere you want though, I don't mind," he added shyly. He was just bold enough to run a hand down Shaan's side, admiring the curve of her waist to her hips, feeling the softness of the skin that her top exposed.
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Post by Shaan Vladislav on May 13, 2020 22:30:04 GMT
"Im sorry for.. I dunno I guess I just assumed since like..you've.. been with people this was kinda what you expected..I..kinda judged you I guess as this confidant cocky guy? You're honestly...really sweet and I guess..I kinda understand now what people mean by like someone gives em butterflies?" She said as she buried her face into his shoulder. "I think its nice..." She said softly as she looked up at him with a small smile as she chewed on her lower lip.
"Same goes for you.. I mean.. like..I'm gonna be your wife..Im comfortable with you Parks.." She felt herself blushing as she said the words shyly, it did make her feel special honestly, despite all the doubts he was a great guy and she knew it. "So..I've never flown on a plane...Like I did as a toddler but.. but never as an adult that remembers it?..So I'm...kinda scared?"
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Post by Parker Domino on May 13, 2020 23:11:44 GMT
Parker blushed a little again, "I mean normally you're not wrong it's just that... I really don't want to screw up but also I'm like really glad that I can help you umm... figure out what you like," Parker stammered out that last bit.
"Well lucky you I'm an expert plane rider, so I will pack extra gum and hold you until you're not scared anymore," Parker said, his hand casually sliding up under the back of Shaan's shirt to squeeze her closer. "Did you know that because of the high altitude, you get drunk three times faster on a plane? Take a few shots if you're scared and you'll probably be fine."
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Post by Shaan Vladislav on May 13, 2020 23:29:28 GMT
She smiled as she nuzzled against him, content to just be laying there. "Im excited.. I mean I have ideas of what I like but.. like thats just ideas.. I.. I mean like.. Apparently vals buying me a vibrator when we get back." She said this completely stone faced. She really actually had no idea what to even make of that one.
"So don't let me drink on a plane or we will need Blake to come over.. I suck at moderation." She chuckled softly and gave his chest a small kiss. "It just freaks me out.. Im not into heights honestly.. Promise me I can have hand holds and kisses? And like I can sleep on you? Even if I like drool..?" She asked softly. "Are you scared of anything?
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Post by Parker Domino on May 13, 2020 23:44:42 GMT
Parker's jaw dropped with this new information. He really wasn't sure what to think about that. Then he just started laughing, "Really? Oh god... why do you need a-" He stopped and shook his head, "nevermind, I don't think I want to know. From what I know of Val, yeah that's what I'm scared of. I mean I'm not really scared of anything per say but I think that scares me. Also, you scare me just a little bit. In a I'm really scared of screwing this up way." Parker said.
"You can sleep on me, and I don't care if you drool, especially since it's probably going to be on your own hoodie," Parker said with a smirk. He pulled her in for a kiss, a hand sliding up farther, to grab at her ribcage. "Two shots to knock you out and then I'll cut you off," he said.
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Post by Shaan Vladislav on May 13, 2020 23:52:39 GMT
She couldn't help but break out in laughter as she noticed his reaction. "Ok I swear it isnt as bad as you think.. I uh.. Have never had one? Ive also never... Done..anything where one would be needed.. If you uh.. Get my drift... Me myself and I are not well acquainted." She said trying to say it in a way that maybe wouldn't give him a heart attack."Val is just very bold and she knows what she wants. I admire her.. Like straight up I may have a girl crush." She said with a laugh. "Why do I scare you...? L..like do I really?" She said with a timid frown.
Her side he could tell from touching her there seemed to be a few raises bits on her skin and some felt softer. It ran from her hip to just under her ribs. She flushed a little bit at his touch. "You're exactly what I need.. You're awesome.."
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Post by Parker Domino on May 14, 2020 0:05:40 GMT
"Oh yes she does... " Parker muttered, then he looked right into Shaan's big beautiful eyes, "It's not that you scare me exactly... what's scary is the idea that I might lose you, that's scary."
"I- uh. I can help you get acquainted..." he said with an awkward gulp, "I mean I'd like to be acquainted and get you acquainted too..." yeah that wasn't much better either, but he was trying. "All you have to do is just uhhh... well whatever feels good... I won't judge if you have a goofy looking o face or anything... just uhhh-" Parker really had no idea what words to say and if he did, they'd be stuck in his throat anyways, so he just went with kissing her. And kissing her down her throat and to her collarbone while his hands gripped her ribcage, probably too slowly sliding upwards.
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Post by Shaan Vladislav on May 14, 2020 0:18:37 GMT
"She had some decent advice on how to seduce you. Though I think youd probably die if I tried some." She chuckled softly as she moved a hand up to play with his hair, a happy smile playing on her lips.
She shuddered lightly feeling his hands, she was nervous and excited all at once. "See its you talking like that.. That makes me want to pin you down to this bed Parks.. " She kissed him back this time with a bit more desperation. She made soft little noises at the kissed along her neck and some not so soft noises at the attention to her collar bones. She tangled one of her hands in his hair and moved her free hand to gently rest on his stomach.
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Post by Parker Domino on May 14, 2020 1:31:40 GMT
Parker blushed, halfway out of what those things could be but also at the guilt that, for a second he was imagining the mysterious Val and what she'd be cooking up, just based on the spicer comments that they had made to each other the past few days. And he tried to push all those thoughts away.
"You're like 5 feet tall," Parker said with a mischievous snicker, "but no I totally believe that you could that if you tried," he added quickly before he would actually regret digging his own grave with this one. Though considering the trial and error so far, Parker was smart enough to know the correct answer here was to just keep kissing her. He moved his free hand to pull her sleeve down so he could continue to her shoulder, which he lightly nipped at. The hand on the ribcage oh so slowly moved up until it hit bra, and there it stayed, just enjoying moving across the soft skin.
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Post by Shaan Vladislav on May 14, 2020 1:44:07 GMT
She couldnt help but make a few noises at the attention he was paying to her shoulder and neck area, she was melting in his hands and she couldn't help herself. Her face was bright red and her teeth sunk into her lip. She tugged his hair oh so lightly, more a sign of approval than anything. She trembled slightly as his hand traveled up, she was flat chested enough that she hadn't thought to wear a bra today, she was dangerously close to just pouncing on the poor boy but the trembling in her arms was making that pretty much impossible.
She did lightly trace her fingers along his stomach and chest, leaning herself into him and sighing softly. There was a lot rushing through her head as she struggled to place it all together, she was getting completely lost in him and for the first time in days he was the only person she was thinking of. "Y..you.. uhm.. You have permission to do whatever..." She said her voice wavering slightly
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Post by Parker Domino on May 14, 2020 2:22:10 GMT
"Oh... yeah... that..." Parker said, suddenly feeling unnaturally shy. "But like... I want you to actually enjoy it ya know, you can have opinions and stuff on what you want us to be doing," he said softly, but somehow managed to get his brain around the hint of what she wanted.
When in doubt about what a woman is thinking, hand over chocolate or kiss her, and Parker didn't have any chocolate. The lack of a bra definately made Parker blush a bit but he just went for it and very awkwardly and shyly went to massage a boob. And to hide his blush decided that kissing Shaan on the lips might be a good enough distraction, this time with a little tongue.
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Post by Shaan Vladislav on May 14, 2020 2:29:48 GMT
"Parks.. I love you..Of course I'll say something If I want something or if I don't..c..couples communicate right.?' She asked the question shyly. She wanted him, she was being as softly blunt about it as she could be, before the stress of seeing everyone hit and before they left their own little bubble. She was determined.
That determination melted at his touch and tongue, noises of approval coming from her throat in a purr. She completely softened into him, her hands slowly moving to the zipper of the hoodie and unzipping it, slowly trying to push it off of his shoulders. She was kissing him back but this time it was clearly a shy measured kiss. This was all unexplored to her and she was dying to take the adventure. She placed a free hand on his shoulder and shuddered lightly. This was totally worth it.
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Post by Parker Domino on May 14, 2020 2:56:01 GMT
"Of course," Parker said softly as he rearranged himself to shrug the hoodie off. Underneath it he was wearing a soft cotton t shirt, as bright an electric blue as his chucks. "I love you so much," he whispered. For a moment, he just watched her, not really sure what she wanted, but he rolled with playing with the many straps and extra pieces on her outfit. He never truly understood what all that was for but it was mildly entertaining to fiddle with them.
"You can tell me anything... like anything you want... or don't want..." he said softly, though his brain was a bit confused in general, just distracted with less than gentlemanly thoughts.
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Post by Shaan Vladislav on May 14, 2020 3:04:02 GMT
She thought for a moment as she sat up slowly, she placed her hands at the hem of his shirt and slowly tried to raise it up, asking again for permission with her actions. Either way once she was finished with that she unceremoniously placed her hands on the hem of her own shirt and pulled it over her head, tossing it to the floor, for a moment getting shy and covering her chest, looking at him almost asking if it was ok.
Her skin was pale and you could see her ribs if she moved the right way, there were two parallel scars down her sides that hid perfectly in her curves from her ribs to hips. There was a red dragon tattoo on her left side, her chest and shoulders had several small lines of scars all around. She took a deep breath and dropped her hands to her sides. "..Is that enough of a hint..I mean I can maybe try to get like a neon sign.." She chuckled softly as she tensed up. She was pretty much expecting him to throw her own hoodie at him and scold her at this point.
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Post by Parker Domino on May 14, 2020 3:24:04 GMT
There were just no words. His throat was suddenly too dry for words. Parker just rolled with losing his shirt. No visible abs, but if he actually tried maybe he could have them. He was fit from an active lifestyle, not from the gym or protein shakes.
For a moment he just stared and drank in the sight. "Ithinkthat'sagoodsign"
"I love you so much and wow you're so beautiful but not just because you're half naked you just are and did I tell you have much I love you recently because I really love you." just spilled out even though Parker felt like it was him that was the clueless virgin. With a trembling hand he very very tentatively reached for her shoulder with a trembling hand, like he was afraid of breaking something. Then he just followed the line of her body with that hand.
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Post by Shaan Vladislav on May 14, 2020 3:30:41 GMT
She felt her face flush, more like her entire body but she was trying to remain confidant take the reigns on this. She leaned down and kissed him softly for a moment, sighing in complete content. "So.. Uhm.. This is an awkward question to ask..were you uh.. Prepared to..um.. maybe? Or should I like see if I can find.. something..." She asked fumbling over her words. There was the uncharted territory again, she was certainly in over her head as far as that sort of talk went.
She moved her hands to touch his chest and stomach, just memorizing every inch of it with her hands. "I love you too Parks.. I really honestly do love you.. You're my dashing rogue prince." She teased softly as she melted into his touch once more, she could get used to this, she could totally see why people did this. In the moment she honestly didn't care about her previous question she was ready to do some very unsavory things to this boy. She let her fingers trail to the hem of his pants, giving him a questioning look.
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Post by Parker Domino on May 14, 2020 3:47:09 GMT
"I- um.. I always keep some in my suitcase... but..." Parker was bright red at this point "Um I think they're latex so... yeah... might be a problem..." he stumbled out, with a shy glance out the door to where his suitcase was. His heart was pounding out of his chest against her touch and part of him wondered if he was going to to pass out. This was certainly not normal behavior for him. Plus his pants were feeling a bit tighter than they normally do. He glanced down at his lap self consciously and then back up at her, blushing.
"There's... other stuff that we could umm do," he also squeaked out, hoping she doesn't take that suggestion the completely wrong way.
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Post by Shaan Vladislav on May 14, 2020 3:55:08 GMT
She felt herself biting at her lip, she had moved her hands off of him as she thought for a moment. She didn't know why she felt so disappointed but she did. She tried to speak but all that came out as a noise that resembled a croak. She snatched the hoodie, well her hoodie she gave to him up from behind him and quickly tossed it over herself, holding it closed as she looked at the ground, she was chewing hard on her lip trying to think of something, well anything to say.
"Hey uh.. thats uh.. Thats fine..I uh.. It was a stupid idea anyway ya know.." She shrugged a small bit, bringing her knees up to her chest and trying to close in on herself. She wanted nothing more than to just bolt from the room, but that wasnt how this worked, she couldnt just run from the guy. "Hey uh I'm sorry.. That was totally out of line for me, you kinda made a point earlier that you didnt want to yet and.. I..I get the other reasons." She said with a small shrug as she looked around for a moment, she picked the bottle of vodka up from where it had fallen and just clung to it.
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Post by Parker Domino on May 14, 2020 4:13:55 GMT
"Hey no no no, that's not a stupid idea or anything, a surprising one but not stupid," Parker said quickly. He reached out to brush some hair out of her face, "It's not that I don't want to." he told her. "It's just that... I think you just deserve something better than this and pineapple boxers. Especially better than a latex rash down there or whatever happens to you. Also I'm really glad you told me about that because we could be in a lot worse of a situation right now."
"And if you really want to... there are... things... that we could do," He added softly, attempting to reach for her so he could hold her until all the awkward and weird went away. "Shaan, I love you, so much."
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Post by Shaan Vladislav on May 14, 2020 4:20:07 GMT
She let out a small sigh, trying to think of how to explain what was wrong. "Ok I just.. Im..I know the first time is gonna kinda suck and not really be that great.. I..Once we get to the resort all I'm gonna think of is that you'd rather be with Val...I wanted to do something to just.. I dunno....I can't really get it outta my head that I was the second choice.. I know you dont see it that way but I cant really see it any other.. I just.. wanted some kinda good before I know the inevitable shitty comes..If that makes any sense.." She sighed softly as she moved her hands up to dig her nails into her legs, she had no idea what to do with her hands, she was just anxious right now.
"You dont have to try and make it better..It's ok..I just.. I dunno.. I can't say im not kinda disappointed and embarrassed... but it's probably just for the best." She said with a small shrug, she didn't make an attempt to push him away or to pull him closer. She just sighed lightly. "Same parks.. Same." She said with a small smile.
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